21.14, 28/1o/2oo9 .

"so i went to the movies and watched 500 days of summer today. and as the movie reached the end i felt like crying for some reason and i just thought 'please please. i know that the narrator said at the begining that this wasn't a love story but please let it be a love story cause i need it to be one of those, i really really really need it'. the only problem was that i didn't know why i felt that way. then the movie ended and i took the subway after i waited a while with my friend. so i come to this station called tcentralen and i decide that i'm not gonna take the bus from rågsved, i'm gonna take the train instead. i get off in tcentralen and walk to the trains and while i'm walking i just feel like crying again and i can't stop thinking about the movie and all those words like inconsistency and labels and then i notice that highschool lover has been playing for a while and i'm about to miss the train and i could actually wait cause the next one comes in about ten minutes and i want to smoke before i get on it but suddenly i start to run and i run and run and run cause i can't really be in that place it just hurts too much and the song keeps playing and i just keep thinking about how i'm actually like summer a lot and how i don't want to be like her cause i hated her and it's all too messy and too confusing and i just want to cry until my eyes can't take it anymore"